dad in a hurry+paperwork=adelle

So you know when you say and do things you don't mean? Well, I hate that. Trying to explain yourself and apologize for things you thought you meant, but didn't really because you were not all there is not my idea of fun. It is a bit awkward. I'm not sure if I should just be bluntly honest, or if I should laugh everything off. What if I really did mean some things and I just don't realize it because they are buried in my subconscious? What if I didn't? What if none of it is what I think it is? I need to not worry you about my life or my sanity. I'm sorry. If you think this is about you, it's probably not. It's just the general statement of my life. Confusion is my middle name. No, that's a lie. Adelle is. It was supposed to be Adele, but my dad was in such a hurry to leave when filling out paperwork that he miss-spelled it. Top that.